smile-and-laugh-no-one-will-ask:
I wish that I could kill myself temporarily and see how everyone acts. See who cries, who cares, who would come to my funeral. I wanna know what my friends would do. What my teachers would say. How long my family would cry. Who would miss me. But most importantly, I want to see how many people would be shocked how the girl who is always so fucking happy and is always smiling killed herself..





